My grandmother taught me. My hands were barely big enough to shuffle the two decks together.
Hours. I'd play for hours. Late at night when I couldn't sleep. When my brain wouldn't shut off. It never shut off.
My grandmother did crossword puzzles in cursive. Pencil. Never erasing her mistakes, but writing over them.
I did mine in ink. Now I have an app for that. For late at night for when my brain won't shut off.
Words, numbers, colors, lines. Order in things outside me. Waiting patiently for the order inside to return. There's an app for that.